dEsTiNaTiOn - aGuMbE

A small trip to my native in my new dio ( 375 kilometres). It was fun and this pics are just for thanksgiving to mother nature for such a wonderful gift from her.

The Holy One or The .........

The main reason behind writing this post was my eyes getting irritated and frustrated by people who are looting money in daylight. But no one even questions them.  Not even politicians dare to do so. They barely can recite Bhagavad-Gita and they make us believe that they are in contact with Holy one (GOD).

Yes, I am talking about the fake swamiji and sanyasis who are earning millions of rupees in the name of holy one. In today’s world a yoga teacher aged 35 may not be capable of owning a bmw or Mercedes or audi if he is living normal life. But he can get every luxury product he desires if he wears the orange cloth or khaavi(which at times was used by enlightened ones) . It has become a fashion now and you wear it and then do your profession, you earn 1000 times more than before.

Having an affair with actresses is possible now with money they have and finally scolding that swamiji and searching for another. What are we doing..?

I personally saw a guy who was a just pass student in B.M.S (Ayurveda) a decade back suddenly becoming a most famous Ayurveda pandit in Karnataka. Lemme tell you guys one thing, ask any household in Hassan,madikeri,shiwmoga,chikmaglur,udupi,uttarkannada and dakshin kannada about a illness. They will give you the better advice than this guy whom I am referring and what makes me sick is he lives his kid and wife as publicity stunt to say that he has become a sanyasi and now she will be quiet because her mouth is closed with bundles of money for not revealing about this fact. And zero to hero of this guy is just because of media guys. I know him barely able to pay rent of his own clinic in his locality and today with just help of media; he owns more than 50 crores and is directly in touch with chief minister of state. Holy cow. And all I would ask is

“Why do you want a sick Ayurveda doctor to clean your heart by spiritual advice who personally is not clean from his heart?”

Wake up before its late. They are enjoying in our money. God is everywhere. Find him in your kid’s or parents happiness instead of spending on their happiness. 

"kaalaya tasmai namaha"

Waiting for love

She was sitting alone on a chair at a corner of a park where much people don’t visit and was trying to control her tears. Tears flowing down were similar to sun who was also going down to make the one half of globe dark.

There was no single lane in which I hadn’t searched for her, even after searching for 7 hours all I was to say that I had no idea of where she was.

I was remembering the places where we used to go when we were happy, when we were sad, when we scored less marks, when we scored more.etc

I just questioned myself that how could I forget her favorite park. I rushed to the park and my rush hadn’t gone for waste as I found her there. Now I had tears in my eyes remembering what had happened to make situation this worse.

Her name is Sana. We were in relationship for almost 16 months by then and just then I had started sharing funny incidents that me and my friends had occurred with a neighbor who was from Punjab of my friend Yash. She was fun loving, practical, jovial etc.

As my girl is from North India, making sonali and Sana socialize would make my girl feel good because she was feeling kind of loneliness with my friends as I am from Bangalore. Even Sana enjoyed it and they even exchanged their mail-id and began chatting. Sonali shifted to Switzerland with her family, but remained in contact with my girl(thanks to internet). They became very friendly and enjoyed each other’s company.

As there are always bad things in every good thing, sonali was a fan of a guruji who predicts future and even past by looking at eyes and hand.
I don’t know whether it was co-incidence or true, what he used to say used to happen and my girl had become an addition to that guruji’s disciple’s list. Problem has started as guruji had asked her to visit temples, wear particular color dress on particular day, fasting and what not!

I even knowing all this was quiet because she had trusted him and good seemed to happen. Now as the days passed, on one particular day this sonali and guruji played a prank with Sana saying there’s a soul on your guy’s body and you have do some pooja to get rid of all this evil’s and as time had proved that guruji’s words would come true, she blindly believed him and even did the same. But sonali and guruji had now shared a healthy laugh in front of me saying we have fooled your girl. I couldn’t take it anymore, hence I just informed my girl about this and now she had started giving me slangs for not telling her before.

Actually she was right too.. But I too dint have much knowledge about him or else. She took out her frustration and anger on me. I was quiet because I felt it was my mistakes making this people mingle. When we met, I just apologized her. But she was too badly affected by the embarrassment in front of her own self. I tried to console her, but she was nowhere ready to listen to my words. Even after sitting next to her for more than 2 hours, she was in no mood of coming to reality or maybe I felt time is bit important as I had technical configuration classes which had to happen.

I asked her, ‘sana,come I will drop you to hostel’

‘No, its k...Actually you have training. So you can make your move ‘, she replied.

I tried to convince her more for dropping her to hostel was unsuccessful for even 7^th attempt. Now I had less time and requested her again. But she had same reply saying ‘I will spend some more time; you can leave’.

Now I had made my move saying ‘Good bye. I love you’.

She said bye.

I got a text to my phone saying “I never expected that you would leave me in middle of road like that. I hate you”

I was now in bias to go to coaching or to go back to her.
my heart too felt that let me go to my girl and I went to place where we had talk 5 minutes ago; but now she was not there and even phone was coming switch off. I searched and searched, but got a message stating ‘I am in hostel, Go and attend your training.’   

With this relief, I had left for training and as I finished my traning,i checked my phone log after I came out of training hall, I had some 30-40 missed calls saying Sana is not in hostel.

Hence the search started and ended after 7 hours.

Now that I could see her, I went to her for apologizing; she dint feel like seeing my face too. May be I could have waited, but I couldn’t have missed my training too…

I wish she realizes the true love of mine very soon and come back.  

love!!!

Hello friends, this time I am back with something which is very much a true love story that happened just in front of my eyes.

Santosh was from a middle class family. He lost his father at a very young age, from then his mom had spent all her life in bringing them (him and her younger sister) to a certain level. Even santosh was a guy who always understood his mom and helped her too.he had done his 10+2 in distinction which helped get a seat in one of the reputed colleges in Bangalore.

As he started with his under-graduate study, he was one among toppers in his class and he also got recognized as a genius in quiz which gave him fame all over college. This way he had finished one year in 3 year course. As the 2^nd year started, he felt that he should enjoy a bit as his friends were doing by then, and thought of getting committed with a girl in a relationship…well now he looked for the most cute looking, good by nature type of girl… As far as search for this was concerned, he was very cautious about it…finally got a crush on a girl called sruthi who was also his classmate. She was perfect for him in every manner possible because she was cute,caring,good-hearted,loving,emotional,sentimental etc…one fine day, he even went and asked her for her number and since he was good, she dint think twice to give her number and then texting began. It almost took place continuously for 4 hours till he made confidence to ask if she was single or ready to get committed with any good guy. Well to his luck, she was still single which made him call her and propose her...Well sounds crazy because a proposal on p hone…but guys believes me; it happened…

She said her parents won’t agree, caste problems, different places etc

But he somehow convinced her that after a period of time, he would come and talk to her parents about their relationship and future and this made her finally agree to him. Time had changed!!! Because there was a time when students used to think library is where you can find Santosh all time, but now place library was no more in his dictionary as he was busy with her in coffee-day.

As time passed, they got closer and closer and he started teaching her local language of Karnataka (Kannada) as she was from Kolkata. Somehow in between this period, semester had already passed and she had improved a lot in her English vocabulary and her English communication and it was all because of him.

One morning, he got a text message that “santosh, I want 500bucks…I want to pay my fees. I am short of 500...pls”… he without thinking twice, searched for his pockets for money. All he found was 250 bucks left, I don’t know what happened to him, he went to a blood bank and sold his blood for money. he gave her 500 bucks,but she had a doubt and wanted to know from where had he got that money ? hence she took him to a restaurant and asked him to promise on their love and tell that where he had money from? He who was left with no other option told her truth and this was something of filmy type and they had started loving each other more than anyone else in this planet called earth. As days passed, they were always seen together, no matter what place was it! Finally valentine’s day had come to show the existence of love and to reflect of one such true love, he gifted her a card and cute teddy and she was happy by love he showed love towards her. but no one knows whose bad eyes fell on this sweet couple, they fought for a small thing and scolded each other a lot and he who was angry left for his home without even saying a bye to her, and she who was very egoistic also showed her egos and her without even apologizing to him because they say relationship is full of compromises to stay closer for someone whom we love. But that black Friday, they both played their devil minds on each other. She went to hostel, again came out of hostel and went to a lonely place to get some peace. She was so much lost in her self that she forgot her hostel timings and left for city at 7.00 even after knowing hostel in timing is last at 6.30. and this guy who had no idea of what is happening in hostel was busy in other works that day and at 7.20,he receives a call which says is sruthi with u? she hasn’t turned up to hostel… now this guy with full fear rushes near hostel and roams everywhere to search her from 7.30 to 11.30.whole college now thinks that he might have done something, but no one even tried to understand truth.

She was in heart of city from 7.30 to 10.30 roaming here and there just crying for getting angry on Santosh finally came to stupid decision. Decision was suicide!!!

She tried for sleeping pills, but since no medical guy ever gives that without a prescription, she finally bought ratposion and mixed it with water and gulped it once. Now she felt like reaching back hostel, she got into a bus and she started vomiting because of that ratkiller.she somehow reached hostel by 11.45 and requests hostel warden to take her to hospital and this guy somehow gets the news rushes to hostel, but fails to meet her as she had already been taken to hospital. He waits whole night at one of his friend’s room to see sunrise so that he can go and meet her. And to his luck, he got information about hospital where she is admitted in. he rushes there, but finds that she is in i.c.u and only one person is allowed to visit her per day ,and that too at after noon 12,but time is just 8.30..in the hope of meeting her waits for clock to tick 12. He visits her and says hi…what happened..? Please tell truth and she tells him everything that happened and at last he says I love you, take care,get well soon..and comes out of icu and finds out that her brother had come all way from Kolkata to see her.santosh introduced himself as friend of sruthi and spoke to him for few minutes and then gets back home that day. 

Somehow her brother comes to know that santosh is boyfriend of his sister and calls to his mobile and threatens to kill him if he ever tried to see her again,her brother took her back to Kolkata.now santosh who was left with just her memories and tears is trying to forget himself in his own pain. More or less she would not be brought back. Well let’s hope he gets her back and let him be happy all his life

puff....

It was one of those winter mornings which made me know about this and made me feel write it over here...

As I am an hotelier now, it’s been a must to visit market to buy vegetables for my hotel every day. But the problem lies in waking up early in the morning and travelling all the way from my home to K.R Market which is at a distance of 20 kilometers. When my dad used to describe the scenario of the vegetable market I used to feel it would be awesome visiting there as fresh vegetables would be available at reasonable price. But once I have started visiting there, the other face of coin is visible to me.

Coming to the point, it was one of those chilled mornings when I completely covered with woolen clothes went to market; even though it was not the first visit, somewhere deep inside I felt lazy to visit, search for good, fresh vegetables, bargain, pack it and then bring them back…Giving the contract to someone for doing the above mentioned job was swirling round my head. Thinking of this, I reached a shop to buy coriander, I was enquiring about rates and suddenly there arrived a policeman to take bribe, the lady requested him that till now no business is done and I’ll give as soon as possible. I dint even have an idea what policeman would do. Policeman completely lost his temper stamped all vegetables and hit her in a stick which government gave him to use it on some criminals and took some coriander and by then lady gave him 50 rupees. He, who should have shut his mouth and left the spot, evaded abusing her “bitch”. She started crying and with no other option left for myself I disappeared from the spot. Then I witnessed a middlemen cheating a lady in showing fake accounts by saying 111+26+123=220.that is where I understood markets are ruled by middlemen and no one else. Believe me guys, I have never witnessed such a corruption ever before. Wherever your eyes pop, you find corruption there… the ultimate loser is our poor farmers. They are paid 50paise for handful of coriander leaves, sold at 4 rupees in market and sold at 10 rupees in shops near your houses. Now you can easily make out who gains who loses.Thats the reason behind suicide of farmers.. Reason is not government..It’s the middlemen who are killing the farmer…

And the corruption done by policemen over there has no limits. It’s totally out of control..I wish someday there is a smile on farmer’s face and this corrupt people washed away by lord nature’s punishment to bad people as there is a saying “kalaya tasmai namaha”...

mY fUtUrE..???

 Which one suits me??? Which one to pick???

phew..confused...!!!!!

It’s a long time since I wrote my last post since I am a so called “Entrepreneur”.

The reason behind this post was to share my confused brain’s confused ideas… I know its bit tricky to understand me…But had no option left other than sharing it over here.
Here are some options left for myself which I aspire to become. It’s not just one, it’s some (sum) of my confusions.Dont know which thingy to be taken and take a serious decision for it because it’s a time to decide now…
1) Businessman

2) Animator

3) Get into corporate world

4) I.A.S officer

5) Photographer

6) Mathematician

7) Farmer (to enjoy natural beauty and find some peace)

8) Traveler

9) Sanyasi (not one like a sri sri sri whatever... nityananda…: D)

10) Do nothing….just sleep...

After writing this much, I feel the last one to be the best one…Enjoy