Sunday, October 23, 2011

bAd dAy


Sorry friends…… J J J
Couldn’t add any post for last few days because of exxaaaammmsss!!!!
This is an incident that happened during the study holidays for my exams…
I get up very late when I don’t have classes. But that day my mom forced me to get up early to get her some medicines. I was really angry on my mom for waking me up. When I entered the washroom I saw a sparrow trying it’s hard to group some small sticks to build its nest. I was totally pissed off as it was making the washroom as its home. I was into a perception that it would make the washroom dirty and it was already 3 days over since it had started piling things on for its construction. Me, who was totally angry on my mom showed my anger by throwing those things out of window when it left to collect things. When it came back, it had nothing left for itself but the sticks, grass etc which it had to work hard to collect them. The way it looked at me, I just can’t forget that. L L
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Because it almost made an expression which reflected “you cruel devil...Today you have disrespected my hard work…you’ll understand when someone disrespects your hard work...”
By then my mom entered the scene and screamed at me as if I had killed that sparrow because my mom loves animals, birds a lot… by then I had understood my mistake… I went down to bring that sticks and grass which I threw out. When I brought those things back and kept them at the same place, bird dint even bother to touch it. Now I almost felt like killing myself because its silence itself had made me feel guilty. Bird which stayed there till then now flew away out of window. The guiltiness I am feeling is still hurting a lot inside...the intention of writing this was to just mention to you that never ever behave rudely with those kinds of animals. They would take a small amount of place in your house or office or wherever… just try to be a better human because I have experienced how much it hurts and the guiltiness felt by that.I don't want my friends to experience that worse....